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THE LAND OF ILLUSION
--intro--
are you ready for majik plant
were gonna kill sadam huisein x two

were gonna blow up the springfield bridge
we dont want no punk ass homies on our
side

majik plant
the land of illusio


--space--
Everyone asking what im gonna do with my life
who im gonna marry whos gonna be my wife
but i just wanna chill, be myself for while
you ask why and i answer
i need my space
my own place
is that to much to ask is it
cause you really wont admit it but you dont give a shit
but i know you bite your lip
and try not to yell or get angry with me
but i should be angry with you

i just want my space, my own ways and how i live
i just want my space, youve got yours why cant i have mine
i just want my space, you run yours let me run my life
i just want my space, my own meter my own space

You tell me who to listen to who to like
but i dont like any of your ideas any of you remarks
i wanna park where i wanna park
i wanna be who i wanna be
ill call who ever i like a punk, got it punk
you think your right you think im wrong
you dont like who i am or my song
just listen to me what i gotta say
i wanna live my own day

Dont ignore me listen to what i gotta say
dont say no or dont say have a good day
if ya dont listen you wont know me
you cant tell me what to you dont own me
i just wanna say fuck off
i just wanna be me
its not youre life its mine
all i wanna say

you dont own me
you dont own me
youll never really fucking own me


--majik plant--
Sometimes I see a different point of view
Is it up to me not its up to you
Take a joke make a shine
So we wanna make a dime
Whats it to ya? Thats mine
Were on the bottom of the pile
Im in no denile
Go again and again and again
I aint no American
What is Mahem
This makeing sense
To me its not, im tense
Hey? Dont worry about it, you know the chant
Dont know us? Two words Majik Plant!

WE NEED A SOLLUTION
WE NEED A MAJIK PLANT
(need a dime)
WE NEED A SOLLUTION
WE NEED A MAJIK PLANT
(not a drug)

Shit, sit, lips on tits
I wanna be a star
Make it far
Be up there
With no care
Hey I got my beats in my bag and my bag on my beats
Making the real stuff the tough meat
Kiss my feet
Get all the girls I want
Making up shont
Got no worry in the world
I want you, her, she and that girl
I want everything in one whole go
I want the hoe Not a mole

Shine
Dime
Ryme
Hey kid I aint big
Your the king of the castle im the dirty rascal


--bemused--
YOU GOT ME UNDA AN IMPRESSION
THAT I SHOULD TAKE LIFE FOR GRANTED
LIFE COULD JUST BE AN ANTI DEPRESSANT
I DONT KNOW WHEN IT STARTED
YOU TOOK ME BY SUPRISE, PARDEN
THE LIFE I SHOULD LEAD CREPT UP ON ME
WHY IS THE QUESTION I ASK MYSELF
WHEN IS THE TIME WHICH IS NOW
HOW DO I COMPLETE MY MISSSOIN hOW?

SO I TRY TO LIVE MY LIFE LIKE YOU DO
I TRY SO HARD SO I CAN BE LIKE YOU
EVERY NOW AND THEN I MISS A FEW
BUT I GOTTA LIVE MY LIFE LIKe YOU DO

ANTI-DEPRESSANT

TAkE IT BACK TAKE IT BACK YOU KNOW WHAT
I dont geT IT AND DO I TRY WAY TOO HARD
QUESTION 4 HAVE I GONE WAY TOO FAR
P TO THE A AND TO THE FUCKING T IM NOT ME
I SHOULD LIVE THE LIFE THAT I WANT
I SHOULD I COULD BUT I WONT AND I DONT
I GUESS YOUR THINKING IM A FAKE
FUCK NO IM JUST CONFUSED DOWNED TO THE SHAKE
LOOK AT ME WOULD YOU LOOK AT ME
IM THE REFLECTION OF YOU

I DONT CARE WHY LIFE IS SO UNFAIR


--fraud--
ive suffered enough
you open up the cut
im the ugliest in the world
when i look at the mirror AHH!

(chorus)
yeah im a downer im a freak
i should hide my head in the black sheets
yeah im a downer im a frak
the mirrors cracked the mirrors shattered

whats with you now
i come up to you you coward
i take a look at your face
and hit whos ugly now?

the rates gone down
like my face
self-esteem
its nearly dead
now what shell i do
shell i jump
all i can say is

I HATE YOU
take it back you fraud
I HATE YOU
cmon say it to my face
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU take it back


--ex-best friend--
i thought we were friends

youre betraying me your pal
first guy i met in kindergarten
your betraying me you got a new friend now
well beg my parden

your making up lies
call me a fat fuck rip into me
will our friendship last this?
i never insulted only when i was playing around

another day flys by: YOU IGNORE ME HANGIN AROUND
YOUR NEW FRIENDS AS I REMEMBER OUR YOUNGE DAYS
PLAYING IN THE PLAYGROUNDS WITH OUR TOY CARS AND NINJA TURTLES: best friends but now im
your ex best friend


--teachers--
teachers, do they they teach? hell no they can only teach what you
already know. they kept on putting me down (stop acting like a
clown!) they would frown. i would laugh at their head they would
get angry and yell (didnt you just hear a word that i just said?
what are you? high?) hell no - i would lie. every mistake i would
make they would rub in my face call me a loser, theyd be abusers
then when they got my mum up to the school they would act calm
and cool and say (were worried about your son, his marks are
lower than any other one) id be like cough cough fakes. my mum
goes sshh that teachers really nice

yeah, im just another fucked up kid
yeah, its my fault your mothers in hospital
yeah, i dont know a fucking thing
its not my fault your wifes as ugly as hell

it all started in kindergarten (who can tell me one plus one?) id
put up my hand, answer the question (incorrect, you dickhead.
what are you? retarted) no (than whats your fucking problem) so i
started getting depressed. id think fuck it when they handed out
the test i wouldnt try in class - fuck math! id just sit on my ass,
big jester jack, be the man, im the class clown - hiding under this
mask cause theyre putting me down. theyd call me a waste of air,
a blunderbuss, then theyd wonder why im waggin calss having bongs
in the bush. im sick of these teachers that thing they know it all
they see everything in black and white. man that aint right

when i finally snap and i buy a gun and shoot everyone. dont blame
marilyn or eminem or slipknot. dont blame my homeboys that im dissin
with. dont you dare blaim the pot. dont blaim my parents it wont
be their fault i think you know whos it is, though. its the
teachers.

now theyre calling me a victim, a victim of a broken home. well fuck
that shit, yeah suck me untill i spit. now as i walk, i relise i cant
talk cause ive become one of them - a bully, fully, well not fully. i
dont really hurt no one i just push kids around amd sometimes i
put them down. so when these kids finally snap they better listen
to this song and shoot the teachers and not poor old pat


--skizophrenic II--
i see you so high
smokin that shit aint gonna work
its not gonna get rid of tha pain
quit it its making you insane
fucking cocaine
now i hear your injecting h
bitch you werent born in a tent
life is tha way to go
leave it at that bro

i dont understand
why you gotta leave this world
getting off your fave
youre killing your self
youre not just killing yourself your killing your friends

i dont understand why
your just a fish hiding from tha prey
i cant forgive
i try to help you
heavy shit
i have to forgive you
i have to help you
you need help
you need it belive it

youre on a constant trip
skitzophrenia

i cant explain
about the pain that im feeling
you cant communicate
skitzophrenia
your minds getting unclearer
you keep on talking to yourself
seeing shit thats not even there
you think nobody cares - i do


--twit--
yo chump its oKAY IF YOU LIE TO ME BUT RIGHT NOW
YOUR LYING TO YOURSELF SO GET A GRIP BEFORE YOU
SLIP NO ONES GOT A NET TO CATCH YA WHY DO YA
WANNA CASH UP IS THAT A LITTLE PEA IN YOUR HEAD
MONEY CANT BUY YOU LOVE SURE IT CAN PUT YOU
ABOVE BUT WHEN YOU BETRAY YOUR PALS THATS JUST
SO FOUL YOUR NOT JUST BETRAYING US YOURE
BETRAYING YOURSELF

(CHORUS)
JUST SHUT UP
WHAT THA FUCK
IS WRONG WITH YOU
GET A CLUE

ANYWAYS SOMEDAYS YOU JUST GOTTA FORGIVE NOWAY IM
NOT GONNA LET YOU LIVE MISCHIEVIEVIS TWIT YOU LITTLE
SHIT I LET YOU STAY YOU BETRAY SO GET LAID
PARASITIC LITTLE BLOOD SUCKIN MY BLOOD DIGGIN IT IN
JUST LET ME LIVE BUT NEXT TIME YOU TURN AROUND
YOULL HIT THE GROUND WHATZ THAT YOU DONT HEAR
FUCK YOU YOUVE GOT EARS go away

i dont understand
why you didnt take my hand
you dont give a shit
greedy twit

dont ever devide me again biotch


--alone**--
life isnt meant to be like this
no ones here to love, who the fucks gonna listen?
i hate these depressing feelings
i cant connect with people no one understands
someone please take my fucking hands
will i die alone?
i cry alone
i suck

all alone but surrounded by people
while the world is filled with tones of evil
i turn around and look in the mirror
but all i see is my face buldging with horror

why the fuck doesnt anybody like me?
im gonna get a ak47 stick up your ass and pull the
trigger
everyone in the mall your insipid
yeah im the ugly guy with no friends
yeah im the wierd guy whos got a fucking gun
!!run!!

why the fuck am i so alone

im so alone

all alone but surrounded by people
full of hate burning inside me
no room for excuses to much to do
too busy to listen too angry to care
the world is so fucked up life is so unfair
do i pick up the knife and slit my throat?
too hard to handle: the cowards way out
no one to talk to
who would know how i feel?
share the pain
live the nightmare
suicidal


--billy and buddy--
Ive got two friends called billy and buddy
in my head
trippen and spinnin on my bed
as i float to my roof top
i know this some good shit, its good pot

(chorus)
im floating, with my feet glued to the
ground
im spinning the worlds goin round and
round
im trippen the trees are alive
im there with my bong in my hand

its creepin im my stomach and in my brain
as i hit the streets its now a game
as i look to the left then to the right
see a dog it might bite...... SHIT!

im bein watched by all those million eyes
then i crack up and hurt my thieghs
ive never ever been this hungry in my life
it burns my eyes but it feels nice.......
C moN


--pain--
Ive got this pain its driving me insane every where I
look everywhere I go its there with out a care, its
so unfair why do I have to suffer? What has God
got against me? I do things bad and I do things
wrong, is He punishing me because I smoke tha bong?
What tha fuck is up with these hoes, bring in on bro
bring it on yo. I feel. I see. I deal with no good
deeds, in a time of need. Suicide. When will I die??
When.... When will I die?? I CRY

FUCK YOU HATE YOU AND I HATE MYSELF
EGO SYSTEMS NEVER GONNA REINCARNATE
I DONT UNDERSTAND, I DONT GET THE MY SELF
I WANNA TAKE IT BACK, I WANNA BE FORGIVEN BUT ITS
TOO LATE

I dont I wont I wAnNA fight it. Im gonna riot. Im
gonna be tha fucking best. Enough with this bullshit
I cant fool my self your tha foooool im never gonna
be coool. Biotch. Wiotch, you got a sniotch on your
shoulda. Trying to be a real soldier. Well homeboy
that aint too right get it righ punk. I cant help if
you stunk, tryin to be like a munk. Your just punk
ass whiteboy like myself but at least i can admit it.

i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die DIE DIE DIE DIE
DIE DIE DIE SUICIDE HOMICIDE GENOCIDE LETS TAKE IT
OUTSIDE WEST SIDE EAST SIDE THE SOUT SIDE IS DER A
NORTH? BRING ON IN AUSTRALIA BRING ON TO THA WEDS
MY CREW


--BROKEN EGG--
youve broken my heart too many times
this time youve gone way too far
ive let my ego slip, now i relize you did it
i dont care what excuses you make

(chorus)
i just want you out of my life

you belong in a hoar house, SLUT!!!!!
fucking bitch die witch burn in hell
now that ive snapped i pull out my gun
its either you or me

i guess it was just a bit lust with a
pinch of love. now i relise you aint as
pretty good set of tittys but you aint
pretty all it was, was greed, a seed a
chemical desire you are a nightmare
goodnight

you made me feel

like a dick, a hooligan


--OUTRO--
as i sigh
a little tear floats of my eye
i wonder why
how did this happen

are you okay was my first question
ill find you help was the suggestion
panic rips into me the o d
why are you doing this to your self
you have a lot to live for
love life life is a hassle
but its our missoin to get thru it
love the tingely feeling you get with
a kiss
imtement passion statisfaction
no one loves you you say
hey i love you i say
as i look at your grave r i p
drugs are fuckeD
EXCEPT WEEd

All lyrics written by Patrick T. Howe except ** which is written by Michael Thom and Patrick T. Howe all rights reserved.

SIAMESE BUD --hairy ass--
HOW CAN I FORGIVE YOU
IF I CANT FORGIVE MYSELF

YOURE MET TO BE WILLING NOT JUST CHILLING WHEN YOU SAID YES YOU
AGREED THE SACRAFICE IS FOR YOU AND ME DONT JUST SIT THERE
BE A SLOB YOURE NOT GONNA MAKE UP TO ME BY SUCKING MY NOB
THE HEAD JOB SPEAKING OF JOBS IM THE ONLY ONE THAT WORKS
YOU SAY THAT YOULL GET ONE TOMORROW THATS JUST TALK TALK
TALK NOW THAT YOUR BETRAYIN ME ME BY LAYIN HIM SEE YA LATER
ALIGATOR

FORGIVE AND FORGET
THATS JUST A WIVES TALE
WHO CAN DO IT
WEVE TRIED AND WEVE FAILED
FORGIVE AND FORGET
THATS JUST A FAIRY TALE
ABOUT AS REAL AS YOUR TALK
CREEP BACK IN YOUR SHELL SNAIL

YOUR JUST A LOSER ABUSER HAVENT GOT WHAT IT TAKES BANANA
MILK SHAKES SLUT BITCH FUCKING HOE I SHOULD BE YOUR PIMP YOU
MADE MY HEART SO LIMP DID YOU SEE THE LOOK IN MY EYES WHAT DID
YOU SEE INSIDE THATS RIGHT SUICIDE SCRIBBLE THAT OUT TO
HOMICIDE ONE EIGHT SEVEN MAY AS WELL OF KILLED ME WITH A K
FORTY SEVEN LEAVE IT TO MISTRUST SO YOU WERE DRUNK THATS NO
EXCUSE ITS JUST LUST

YEAH IVE TRIED
BUT IN MY MIND YOUVE DIED
YOU DONT EXCIST
YOU AND YOUR BIG TITS
THE MEMORY OF YOU MY LAST
WAS THE GUY YOU WERE FUCKING HIS HAIRY ASS

NOW AS I LOOK OVER THE DROP OF THE CLIFF GOODBYE

AS I FALL I NOW REGRET IT
YOU WERENT WORTH MY LIFE I FINALLLY GET IT
THIS IS THE SECOND BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE
YOU WERE THE FIRST STAB ME IN THE BACK WITH YOUR KNIFE
GOODBYE HOW SAD
I USED TO FLY IN GLADNESS
NOW AS I FALL I DIE IN MADNESS
GOODBYE HOPE YOURE GLAD


--bad boys*--
Yo homie in the house youre livin in my
castle get out i dont want no trouble
one two three on the double cause
youre a bad boy gansta hangin with the
pranksta but now youre with the patsta
and his homeboys from majik plant so
shoo fly

chorus
bad boys bad boys
what cha gonna do
what cha gonna do when they come you

you reckon youre so hard eh but we
all know
youre just a punk and a stoopid cunt
youre so stuffed up stuffed up from the
drugs you inject but we all know your
and you gotta know youre just a
reject

your lifes a bomb explosion
your lifes so shit corrupted
you dont know what to do fucked up
your minds dead retarted
so i try i try to help
but i cant so just wake up

why dont you wake up


--chorus--
Move cha body around
start acting like a clown
try to touch the sky
but theres no use youll neva grow that
high

groove your moves move your boobs eat
the mosquitos or is it doritos i just try
to be the man that you want but what do
you want

i try to be the man that you want i write
this song for you but you dont care its
not fair all i want to do is be with you

you are an unappreciated bitch and i just
wanna be the man that you want but who
do you want brad pitt or wendal sailour
tom cruise or the undertaker

i buy you ham from vietnam i buy you lamb
but than i find youre a vegetarian so i try
to do my move on you but cha you dont im
even with you

im so sick what
im so sick what
im so sick what
im so sick of you



--drown--
i dont give a shit about what you
do
you dont give a shit about what i
do
so i guess were even
you make me say about life is
there a reason

yeah lifes a free ride
for me i ahve to pay
you make me think about suicide
cos you rip out my insides

i try to scram the pain out
but it doesnt work
i try to punch it out
but nothing works

i struggle and struggle to get
out
just to get a breath in my mouth
after a while i give up
my lifes an open cut

drown


--asinine--
AS I SIT BY MYSELF I REALISE
ALL THIS TIME
I SHOULDNT HAVE TO DEAL WITH THESE LIES
THEY SAID WHEN I WAS BORN
I COULD BE WHAT EVA I WANT TO BE THEY SWORE
I CANT BELIEVE ANYONE
I CANT COPE WITH ANY FUCKING THING NUMBER ONE
YEAH RIGHT
I CANT BELIEVE I BUYED IT
IM SHIT
IT AINT WORTH IT
WHEN I GET THE BOAT ITLL BE GONE
ALL ALONE ALL ALONE ALL ALONE

NO HOPE ILL BE A VAGRANT
ILL TAKE THE FIRST CHANCE TO BURN UP MY HEART
NO HOPE JUST A USELESS VAGRANT
CANT BE BOTHERED TO TRY I MAY AS WELL DIE

DIE IM DEAD

FUCK IT ITS USELESS
I CANT HELP IF I AM ASININE
BUT ILL BE MINE
ILL KEEP IT REAL
ITS A PART THE MEAL DEAL
NO CASH
NO HASH
I JUST WANNA DROWN MY SORROWS
IM GONNA BE A FAILURE
IM GONNA BE A FUCKING FOO
BITCH YOU CANT UNDERSTAND
ILL NEVER be A REAL MAN
I STINK
I CANT THING
HO YOU WERE THERE FOR NOW YOUVE GONE
WERE DO I GO

IM A JUST A KID


--falling--
i dont wanna be alone
i wanna share a home
please understand my needs
its the pain that makes me bleed

im bleeding

CHORUS
WHY CANT YOU UNDERSTAND
ITS RAINING RAINING IN MY HEART
EVERTHING IS FALLING ALL THE WAY DOWN
ITS NOT HERE ITS NEVER GONNA BE HERE

i sware on my name
i will die if i dont gain
but im afraid its my fate
im in a grave if i hate

im buried

i wont die if i fight
i have to fight for my right
my right to live i have to grip
i reach for the hand but i slip
im falling


all lyrics written by Patrick T. Howe except * which is written by Reece Byrne and Patrcik T. Howe. All rights reserved.

JESTER JACK PRESENTS: THE MAJIKAL ADVENTURES OF SINEP & ANIGAV
--medicine--
how could a person be so mean
wouldnt they feel guilty cant they see
you wanna tease me you tease
i aint a product though theres no fee

you got a sad life take it out on me
shit on me vomit on me im just a
medicine i dont have no feelings i make
you feel better just a letter a
letter for your anger no more shit
cut to it cut me up fuck me up
suicide i got suicidal thoughts pop
me like a wart you comard got no
power over your sadness madness i am
nothing im a drug me pain gets you
high

come take your medicine
drink me up drink me up
come take your asprine
gurgle me up spit me out

you wanna punch me
punch me

im your medicine
you feed of my pain

theres no cure for what youve got
if i only i could find the cure
once again i have rely on my gun


--hollow--
youre so suicidal who are you gonna lie
to lie to me you cant lie to me you cant
lie i know you wanna die cmon what do you
think i am im not that fucked up in the
head hang yourself from the ceiling im
trying to understand your feelings take
your toaster in your bath trying to be
cool too much of a tool you make them
laugh i know its hard tha teenage years
lets tale it further cmon

suicide dont do it cos
i love you ill miss you i dont diss you
youre my bestfriend i dont want you to die
stay alive stay alive please pretty please

i dont want you to die cmon man if you try
you could fly youre acting like a dam
fool you are cool you dont need to
follow the trends youre not a tool lets
mix it make it mayhem lets get wasted off
our face plastered it normally works
youve changed so much you dont even talk
i hear your cry your pleading youre
bleeding things do change butchange can be
good or bad

hey man i love you
hey man i love you punk

take it like a man

breathings now a struggle
youve hung yourself getting strangled
suicide is central coasts industry
why the fuck are you doing this

the challenge is staying alive


--ska song--
leve me alone you got that there
oh please dont go there
so im a fucking dreg takes one to
know one
your so shit you hypercrite

i want to fight you you hypercrit
want to fuck you up you cynic

no one likes you get a clue
youre so fucking ugly how old
areyou
no one even listens to your
bullshit
saying your better than all our
parents

i want to fuck you up mr boothe


--skizophrenic III (in the eyes
of the victim)--
i hate you even though you
dont excist
i keep on seeing shit thats no
even there
voices telling me what to do
when to do it
it seems so real to me it is
real

voices wont stop
im not sure whats real and
whats not
i yell i scream
but these voices are so mean

i feel as if ive let everyone
down


--mosquito--
fuck it im too blue
i hate everything about you
i took you into my arms
using your only charm
you took me under your wing
i dont even thought how i got
in
i saw you
i try to ignore you
your a mosquito sucking my
blood
getting all you can with those
forocius fangs

fly a fist
to that bitch
that made me last
smoke her in the army
bitch i aint doing you
i say
its all fun and games
whats wrong joker got your
smile
choke


--hate song--
I got no fucking shame Yeah im fucking shamelesss try to take it away Im sick of this fucking fortress people allways asking questions none of us making sugestions Wheres the good ideas Who the fuck is in charge this year Just what i feared The politics they can suck my dick I HATE this fucking fucked up life i can take yours away in seconds with this knife My knife is my weapen but my brain is incharge this songs about everything that i hate i aint gonna barge Yo Limp Bizkit were my favorite band but now all they sing about IS Fred Durst ego he aint no negro trying to be the man of the game They aint rapcore they dont know the meaning of the name no one cares if his a rebel in the faste lane id rather listen to less than jake For fucks sake whats with this Eminem is the man of the hour the white rapper rippen up the charts everyone worships him they love the smell when he fucking farts Im sick of these fads KoRn sold out the LB sold out now as i watch the rest of my favorite bands sell out Well I aint going out like that No singles no mingles im just gonna twinkle MTV look at me were so cool we aint da foos Im never gonna let Video Hits get a hold of us if i do kill me ill be with the lust The lust of money it aint funny everyone loves it who ever has it makes the fashions get the cash on Ive wore a hat since i was born now everyone where one no indivuality check the realty REALITY CHECK REALITY CHECK WHAT THE FUCK

I SEE THE SKY CLOSE UP ON ME
I DONT KNOW IF ANYONE LOVES ME
I HATE THE TEENIE BOPPERS THAT WRECK EVERYTHING
I DONT WANT THE CHANGE BUT WHERE IS THE INDIVIDULALITY

Hey I know im ugly so why try to burn me Just because Im in a band you think that i think that im the man Shut up bitch I gotta a fucking itch An itch for weed growing the seeds but while im waitin no one is selling it Im looking for a dealer ive my scissors my bottle my lighter my cone peice my hose and my bong water hey ill just get it off your daughter All these mparents think there kids are a drug free thats true apparently well look at me im constantly memorylessly stoned as can be Im sick of people calling me a dreg a derro a zero Sure im an anoing little shit it comes from being a youngest son im like no one right now a i wanna a chick with big tits that dont want no relationship If i can get famous in the music world im gonna make it swell make it all go well But maybe if we actually had band practice well the fact is my dream will never come true Now to the muthafucking John Howard what a coward cant even say sorry no worries ill show how its done HEY IM SORRY!!! this GST is the real reason Australias dollars goin down yeah have a frown yeah dont believe me Take a look around Isnt it amazing that everyone i ask voted for against gst or that they cant remember I can! I grab me spray paint can and spray me tag Hey you should HAIL CYNG RYNZE You put a shiver down my spine yeah sure im afraid of people but i dont mind I just get through my life one step at a time They say that Australias the safest place on earth not if your a male teen you allways have to fight or run i always seem to run Yeah thats no fun when you cant fight when your high oh yeah CENTRAL COAST SPRINGFEILDER HOMIES FUCKING SUCK!!

I hate rapist
I hate teasers
I hate surfies
I hate boppers
Just cause im fourteen im classified a bopper well if I am i wanna grow
up i wanna blow up everyone i meantioned in my song
FUCK YOU ALL

i hate the teachers they wanna control everything
i hate the popstars no talent the cant even write their own lyrics fuck u
you all


--anti-social--
Im so lonley, this days I cant comunicate, for fucks sake, this feelings the worst of all it takes the cake. The reason we live, is to die. I lay on my bed and cry, I stare at the cieling and count the numbers of ways that I could die. I hope im dead when i wake up, so I dont have to live in this cruel world that feeds on pain, it eats up everything I can put to my name, it has no shame. The people who live in this world are so scum, they dont care about anyone, they call the world a great taste, when some one takes their own life they say what a waste, but I just dont want to leave my room, its my excape, my tomb, I read my books to excape the reality, I smoke my mary jane to change the personality, the humility. The pain that one puts on itself, the way the day brakes, to two things : fame and wealth

All I wanna do is read this book
Excape the pain but I still seem to depress
If only I could be myself
What a cop outthey say Im so ANTISOCIAL

I grab my pen put it to my paper, I write this feelings like a dictater. The brain in my head isnt working proply to see the real me can I be? Everyone wants to follow the fassion go with the flow, but im sick that shit where can I go? I try to connect, but I always end up being a reject, no ones gonna object, 'cause no one realy care, lifes not fair. It seems like no one feels what im feeling, like no one cares. If only I could find a passion, I found one but writing music isnt to thier satisfaction, I need to be good everything, be substanial. Is everyone perfect except me? Why cant they see? That the world has less land and more sea. I dont bvelieve in getting jobs and working for this fucked up socitety, I dont want to be politically correct, I want to get effects but no one seems to notice me ill never be

I dont want to die yet
I guess Ive always been afraid of death
I want to live deserted
I dont live it now but I feel it

All I wanna do is read a book - bookworm


--the sky--
everybody sees
the sky close up on me

this for all tha homeboys
everybody who smokes bud laced
every homie who dont where to go
listen up

ive been watching everybody turn away from me they cant see or do anything to be the skys black and blue just like a bruise the skys got an attitude just like you you and everyone dont know what its like to live in my generation my life. because we're stranded lost in this world while your out there lost in yourself can iget help? from someone? anyone? when my lifes on the line youre the first one to run your folk dont know how to handle it so you strangle it it up. tie it up lock it up the skun its gonna take care of you punk

i turn to the sky
and i dont know why
i turn for an ali
but its way to high
if only we could fly
instead we die
i turn to the sky
its got so much might

i aint starting a colt just read the not my generations about to choke this world of teenie boppers is just a joke the homeboys know what im talkin about its just like a draught n owhere to drink no where to go theres no where to live taken over by the old oh i feel so cold people getting threatened people starting regretting the pain that they spill on us theyre eating us we're the future you're the past so shut the fuck up and make the silence last its the clash take it up the ass olds

the clouds are crowding the sky
theyve got us surrounded start to fly!!!!


--A + A--
i guess i could never really consider it my
best friend becomes an alcoholic everyone
kept on saying it but i could never believe
this shit. i know you get depressed but look
at you you’re a mess, i could never of
guessed that you could that you could be
lying in the gutter with a bottle in your hand.
i always thought you could get through it
man, but i was wrong i always am i never
quite catch on. to your mama and dad - im
sorry i thought i could handle it myself, not
to worry: your getting buried. you have to
rely on the drink, it makes me think. you cant
really survive without the poisen it destroys
you, kills you on the spot, i cant believe
alcohols legal and weeds not (message!). i
look at your face and not to cry. you’ve past
out again - oh my...

CANT YOU SEE??!?!!!?
IT MAKES THE PAIN BLEED...
MORE. WORSE THAN IT ALREADY IS
TRY TO TAKE CONTROL OF THIS

well, they say that God takes care of babies
and drunks, i have to rely om that reference.
sometimes i wish i was a baby, than i wouldnt
feel this responsibility - maybe. i feel
responsible for you, you worry me - the
things you do. i cant leave you alone for a
quick five because im afraid if i leave ill
come back and find youre not alive ‘cause
you’ve tried many a time to commit suicide. if
only you knew that nobody is really bona fide,
yeah life sucks yeah its pretty fucked but
that aint half of it. life is like a mission - yeah
i know “mission: impossible”


--the rapcore game--
no one understands the rapcore game

rapcores gotta a name, get used to it its here to
stay, no way. these critics wont learn that its
rap/metal industries turn. people sayin that rapcore
was original like three years ago. rapcores been
there with RATM since 1991, yeah you hadnt heard that one, rapcore aint here for the fun. when hip hop was originated the critics were scared of something this new they know what to do they stated. Rapcore is in the genre of metal, metalheads got scared ofsomething so different. something so real, something that everybody can feel, let alone deal with it. they just cant admit that heavey metals out with metalica, have they broken up? yeah the metal heads cant connect, with this game they cant deal with the effects. the effects of the rapcore game

rapcores the name
got the game
got the fame
rapcores the way
be the same
believe in the name
RAPCORE

the day as come to listen to no one. rap plus core
equals rapcore do you want to know more?
hardcore fools know what im sayin, you can hear it in their cars what theyre playin. turn it up turn it up. youre heatin up with anger, youve always been
threatened by somthin this different something that
‘causes danger, am i right major? RATM have broken
up, so who gonna be the kings woke them up. Limp
Bizkit got it famous, but we dont want Kings who
sell out. They dont even scream, if you know what I
mean? Rapcores in metal not just in hip hop. You cant just rap with guitars at the back, rock up the shack. Guitars plus dj who would’ve know they’d play
together one day. only in the rapcore game you know
the name know what im sayin your only playin it we live this shit. Yo to ye hoe bring it on to the hardcore rap metal game. were the future of punk we’re the future of rap we’re the future of metal haha


--insight on "the end"--
insight on “the end”
i try to make the minutwes like hours
but they seem to slip away
i know now, secretly...
...the clock laughs in my face
the seconds are closing in
and i fail to remeber...
...the hatred that lives within
love is all i feel - all i want now

i’ll see you at my funeral
i wont be able to feel the pain
the pain will to get me then
because all be the spirit

its the last day of my “life”

when lifes finished will i learn the lesson?
- learn the lesson that’s been promised to be
taught
the meaning of life is it there?
it there another sequal to this life?
heaven are you around?
please im here waiting to be found
take me into your arms
i feel the new life now

how come you wont let me die?

hoe long do i have to wait to know the
meaning of life

im too younge to die
too many regrets